Recently, the impairment seemed worse than it usually is and, since I hadn't had a prostate exam in about four years, I decided to make an appointment with my doctor to ease my mind that nothing sinister was developing. I've had a few digital rectal prostate exams during these years which were always, surprisingly, normal.
I get occasional impaired urinary flow nothing very severe, but noticeable. I guess between work and worrying about the economy I haven't haven't felt very motivated to pursue women or even to masturbate.įor about 15 years I have had some minor health issues that I believed to be prostate related. I also do not masturbate very often no more than once a month, if that. All in all, in this environment, this means I will not get a date without considerable effort on my part. My biggest liability is probably not my looks but my introversion. I am not particularly handsome but not ugly either. I am in good physical shape but on the thin side.
This is not uncommon in Silicon Valley as there are very few single women compared to single men and introverted nerds like myself are greatly disadvantaged. I had not had sex or even been out on a date in several years. At the time of the event I was a 42 year old single man living in Silicon Valley.